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21 July 2008 @ 06:32 am
Energy cycles - what is this?  
Someone please help me. I think I am losing my mind. ^_^

Over the past few weeks I have had intense energy "waves". They are random and can sometimes be very intense. I have at times been dizzy and I can't stand to be near any sort of electrical humming--it resonates with my head and it makes me feel very peculiar.

With the waves can come this sense of euphoria. Sometimes it is so intense I cannot concentrate.

I am sleeping well--with the added caveat that when the cycles get intense enough I sleep much less and seem to require quite a bit less. I am eating well. I am always monitoring my diet and am getting more than enough iron, protein, vitamins, and what-have-you--in fact I eat an absurdly healthy diet. I am of sound physical health and even exercise.

What is going on with me? It's very intense, and the energy isn't something I am used to. My body is starting to feel "lighter". There are times when I look around me and I feel like I'm only partly in the world.

Can anyone help me figure out what this is? Is this normal? What does this all mean?

I am tempted to post this on the forums but I don't know how people will react. ^_^;

PS Case in point - I had a pretty intense one yesterday. I've been up since 5am and went to sleep last night around midnight. My usual rate is about 7-9 hours of sleep....
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
The Elven Jedi Druid Hippie Arty Ranger :Delven_ranger on July 21st, 2008 11:27 am (UTC)
The perspective of one elf. (I am not speaking for other elves or 'kin!).

For some time before properly awakening, I found myself with much lower physical energy. I still do, and I havent found a way around it. I cannot sleep near an electrical device that has been left turned on. I also get dizzy spells which I attribute to what i say in the next paragraph.

I also find the energy of this world heavy and cloying, like chains dragging at me, which is wearing to say the least. As I allow my elven side to pretty much take over, the flipside of this is that its probably not totally compatible with this world.

I am, and have always been (in this life) prone to OBEs, and shamanic experiences, right back to the age of 1 (as far back as I can verifiably recall).
~* Aliael *~starry_wings on July 21st, 2008 11:27 am (UTC)
Me too--lucid dreaming since I was two.