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21 July 2008 @ 06:32 am
Energy cycles - what is this?  
Someone please help me. I think I am losing my mind. ^_^

Over the past few weeks I have had intense energy "waves". They are random and can sometimes be very intense. I have at times been dizzy and I can't stand to be near any sort of electrical humming--it resonates with my head and it makes me feel very peculiar.

With the waves can come this sense of euphoria. Sometimes it is so intense I cannot concentrate.

I am sleeping well--with the added caveat that when the cycles get intense enough I sleep much less and seem to require quite a bit less. I am eating well. I am always monitoring my diet and am getting more than enough iron, protein, vitamins, and what-have-you--in fact I eat an absurdly healthy diet. I am of sound physical health and even exercise.

What is going on with me? It's very intense, and the energy isn't something I am used to. My body is starting to feel "lighter". There are times when I look around me and I feel like I'm only partly in the world.

Can anyone help me figure out what this is? Is this normal? What does this all mean?

I am tempted to post this on the forums but I don't know how people will react. ^_^;

PS Case in point - I had a pretty intense one yesterday. I've been up since 5am and went to sleep last night around midnight. My usual rate is about 7-9 hours of sleep....
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
silussa on July 21st, 2008 11:08 pm (UTC)
Let me see...one awakening on 'kinness, one on magic, one on sexuality. That's all in about the last ten to twelve years.

So, it sounds like you're QUITE due.
~* Aliael *~starry_wings on July 21st, 2008 11:10 pm (UTC)
Oh yeahhh. I didn't even think about my sexuality--that was about 3-4 years ago.

And my last major awakening... and it was seriously mindblowing... was last year. That was when various events started which made me realize my True Will.

Hoo boy. I'm fucked.
silussa on July 21st, 2008 11:14 pm (UTC)
Can I order the video? :)
~* Aliael *~starry_wings on July 21st, 2008 11:15 pm (UTC)

My friend just may be filming it. Or taking pictures of it.

Or at least, its beginnings.

Aw man. The amount trouble I'm gonna cause when I'm through!
silussa on July 21st, 2008 11:15 pm (UTC)
Seriously, if the last major awakening was last year....my experience suggests you're still working through it.
~* Aliael *~starry_wings on July 21st, 2008 11:15 pm (UTC)
Yes... yes I am. And in fact... it's snowballing.
silussa on July 21st, 2008 11:26 pm (UTC)
The effect on those around you should be....interesting.
~* Aliael *~starry_wings on July 21st, 2008 11:47 pm (UTC)
Yup it's starting to.... O_O