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21 July 2008 @ 06:32 am
Energy cycles - what is this?  
Someone please help me. I think I am losing my mind. ^_^

Over the past few weeks I have had intense energy "waves". They are random and can sometimes be very intense. I have at times been dizzy and I can't stand to be near any sort of electrical humming--it resonates with my head and it makes me feel very peculiar.

With the waves can come this sense of euphoria. Sometimes it is so intense I cannot concentrate.

I am sleeping well--with the added caveat that when the cycles get intense enough I sleep much less and seem to require quite a bit less. I am eating well. I am always monitoring my diet and am getting more than enough iron, protein, vitamins, and what-have-you--in fact I eat an absurdly healthy diet. I am of sound physical health and even exercise.

What is going on with me? It's very intense, and the energy isn't something I am used to. My body is starting to feel "lighter". There are times when I look around me and I feel like I'm only partly in the world.

Can anyone help me figure out what this is? Is this normal? What does this all mean?

I am tempted to post this on the forums but I don't know how people will react. ^_^;

PS Case in point - I had a pretty intense one yesterday. I've been up since 5am and went to sleep last night around midnight. My usual rate is about 7-9 hours of sleep....
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
keziah_rosekeziah_rose on July 22nd, 2008 01:01 am (UTC)
I'm a bad girl and didn't read ALL the previous posts, so I apologize if this is duplicate information!

I get the distinction you're trying to get across between these waves of energy and SAD or mania, since I myself have been around the block or two with psychology. So because of that, I'm just leaving possible psychological explanations out. Seems like they've been covered, anyhow. ;D

I get a similar feeling, and I'm not the only one. I know of three other angelics who experience these "symptoms". I'll list some of the major ones so you can cross-compare.

* Dizziness
* An almost floaty, dreamlike feeling
* Dissociation
* An increase in spiritual energy and sense of spiritual connection
* A feeling of depth, a feeling of being more mature, even "ancient"
* A deep sense of well-being
* Overflowing happiness, almost to the point of tears
* A feeling of dipping in and out of consciousness, while going about normal activities
* Feeling sleepy all of the sudden, not necessarily tired, and not necessrily able to sleep

It's been happening more frequent lately amongst me and the three others; I've gotten it almost nightly the past four nights or so. For us, it's being "called home", so to speak; like there's something that needs to be done or taken care of on the astral (though I have a horrid time remembering!). And the longer you hold out, the more intense the symptoms get...until finally they'll just suddenly disappear completely.

I hope this is of at least a little help!
~* Aliael *~starry_wings on July 22nd, 2008 01:04 am (UTC)
Yup... that list covers most of them.

dizziness - check
floaty, dreamlike - check
disassociation - check
spiritual energy increase - check
dunno about the depth...
well-being - check
happiness - check
consciousness shifts - check
weird shifts in being sleepy or not - check